A complicated person, with a complicated life

I feel like splitting worlds again.  I went to gay movie night and when talking there wasn’t much for me to talk about other than my family.  I’m driving home near in tears. It feels like the floodgates are going to open at any minute.  I feel like self harming, I feel like sobbing my eyes out, I feel like I want to end my life.  And it’s all dumb, I shouldn’t feel this way.  I’m not sure what the fuck is the matter with me… but it is me. Ok try to take all some medicine calm down and sleep. 😥  😥  😥

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