This is how I felt in high school.  My mother didn’t love me.  I was very lonely, sad, depressed, confused, tired, and desperate for affection.

“Bad Luck Card” by Langston Hughes

cause you dont love me
is awful, awful hard
gypsy done showed me
my bad luck card

there aint no good left
in this world for me
gypsy done told me
unlucky as can be

i dont know what
po weary me can do
gypsy says id kill myself
if i was you