November 6, 2011
A Tough Few Days
Lately, some of my kidparts have been coming to the present which is good because I have trying to make this happen, but at the same time I am in so much pain and have a lot of rage and anger, which cannot be helped because what happened to me was scary and horrible, but its hard.
I am depressed and I know it but I don’t know what to do about it. Usually if I go for a walk or book search and listen to music I feel better, but it’s not working this time. Last night I went and saw Sweet Honey in the Rock and they were wonderful. I didn’t want to go because I was feeling so low. Even after seeing those fabulous uplifting women perform I still felt down. Today I am going to spend the day burning lavender incense in bed reading and sleeping. If I don’t feel better tomorrow I’ll call my therapist.
August 4, 2011
Excellent Article By Kim Pearson of Blog Her On Child Prostitution.
http://www.blogher.com/what-we-can-do-stop-child-prostitution-united-states?page=0,1
My biological mother prostituted my siblings and I and I always wondered why no one would help us and make it stop. This article has some ideas on how to start better protecting children.
October 22, 2009
I am feeling very sad and angry today.
I just heard Midday with Dan Rodricks on WYPR. http://www.wypr.org/midday.html He had a show on human trafficking. One of his guests told how in the nineties she had a case in which a six year old boy was sold to a pedophile by his father for beer and cigarettes. I feel sick. Where do people like the father and the pedophile come from? I suppose that is like asking why there is evil. How can anyone do such a thing? I swear I don’t know. When I hear about pathetic people like the father and the pedophile, I find it hard to express my feelings, but I am going to try. I feel rage, nauseated, grief, dread, usually speechless, but not anymore, demoralized, miserable, achy, creepy, exhausted, wounded, furious, outraged, despairing, hurt, downhearted, and empty.
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